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981290 Travis : Well tired all of the time, snoring, and Allison tells me that sometimesI stop breathing, kind of a big deal
981291 Travis :
981292 Jdawg78 : I think that's what happened to my mother.
981293 Jdawg78 : She just stopped breathing.
981294 Travis : She'll look at me for awhile, no breathing, and then I'll wake up and start breathing again
981295 Travis : That what apnea means....times that you stop breathing, not good lol
981296 Jdawg78 : You ever hear the joke about why guys snore?
981297 Travis : Due to soft tissue in your airway obstructing
981298 Jdawg78 : Because their huevos hang over their buttholes and vapor-lock.
981299 Travis : You have a joke for EVERYTHING
981300 Jdawg78 : I know.
981301 Travis : hmm interesting....
981302 Jdawg78 : That's how I learn.
981303 Travis : Although I do have a rather large scrotum and eggs lol
981304 Jdawg78 : It's also a coping mechanism for some deep seeded childhood trauma that I haven't come to terms with yet.
981305 Ric : lol Mister
981306 Ric : I feel I know you better now lol
981307 Travis : Are you aware of this trauma or is it something to be determined later?
981308 Travis : No, Ric, I will not send you a photo lol
981309 Ric : oh that's a shame
981310 Jdawg78 : Well, I know I have had some traumatic things happen to me. I don't feel any emotions about them. But I should.
981311 Travis : I was hoping you'd had a glass of milk and were off counting bulls
981314 Jdawg78 : Never count endangered species, you will run out.
981316 Travis : Are you aware of specific things that happened to you, or are you just supposing that "some bad things" must've happened?
981317 Ric : traumatic things happened to you, JD?
981318 Jdawg78 : Well, I was molested a couple of times when I was young.
981319 Travis : I have a client who insists that things happened to him...but he can't tell what they are...not won't, CAN'T...he may be playing me lol
981320 Ric : oh sorry to hear that, JD
981321 Jdawg78 : When I tried to report it, I got in trouble for lying. And got smacked for it.
981322 Travis : Yeah, that sucks JD
981323 Travis : That's all too common, they say the kid has a great imagination
981324 Jdawg78 : I was with this girl friend...at the age of 10, just a friend really.
981325 Jdawg78 : And some bigger kid had us do stuff in the woods.
981327 Travis : The whole time getting his rocks off no doubt
981328 Jdawg78 : Yeah. But I feel indifferent about it. So I'm sure i've disassociated from it.
981330 Jdawg78 : But back to humor. There was one time in Jr. High...a kid wanted to kick my ass because I was a nerd or something stupid.
981331 Jdawg78 : He's like -After lunch...I'll see you in the court yard-
981332 Travis : It may be that the trauma wasn't too deep and you may not have to deal with it beyond recognizing that it happened
981333 Jdawg78 : So all during lunch I told jokes...I made him laugh and he forgot about wanting to kill me. LOL
981334 Jdawg78 : He's like -We're cool-
981336 Ric : bless him lol
981337 Jdawg78 : Well, I still jump at loud noises.
981338 Travis : What became of your girl friend?
981339 Jdawg78 : So there is some sort of PTSD...
981340 Jdawg78 : And social anxiety.
981341 Travis : Everyone does, JD
981342 Jdawg78 : No, I mean...someone coughs...and I scream...
981343 Travis : It's an unexpected thing, it's an instinct
981344 Jdawg78 : And that scares them, so they scream...then I scream...
981345 Travis : Now that's a tad odd lol
981346 Jdawg78 : I've gotten better.
981347 Jdawg78 : But the ptsd thing was probably after my mom died.
981348 Travis : We need to give you your own reality show
981349 Ric : do you think that stems from the school bullying?
981350 Jdawg78 : I went to do CPR on her...and I felt her ribs crush under my hands.
981351 Travis : Everyone loses their parents, was there something particular about how your mother died?
981352 Jdawg78 : And I sort of panicked...because I crushed her...but the 911 lady said it was normal.
981353 Travis : Wow, that would suck
981354 Travis : But you did it correctly anyway....
981355 Jdawg78 : Well, there's the hearing a loved one died...but to be there...
981357 Jdawg78 : Well...I'm not experienced...maybe if I were experienced...I would have saved her.
981358 Travis : I was there with my mom too
981359 Travis : I doubt it
981360 Jdawg78 : So then I started thinking...-That should have fu..ed me up right?
981361 Jdawg78 : -What if I just go mental one day.
981362 Travis : But in order to be effective, you can almost guarantee doing damage to the ribs, especially on an older woman
981363 Ric : I think that if you're able to voice it, that means you're not letting it get to you
981364 Travis : You have to push down 1 to 2 inches, that'll do some damage
981365 Jdawg78 : For a while I thought I may have been a sociopath.
981366 Travis : Who says you aren't?
981367 Jdawg78 : The other voices in my head...duh.
981368 Travis : You've been spewing about the Joker lately lol
981369 Jdawg78 : The movie was all art and no substance.
981370 Jdawg78 : And that book was Bruce Wayne gone insane.
981371 Travis : Like most movies these days....I know, I know
981372 Jdawg78 : THere are still good movies...you just have to wade through a bunch of bad ones.
981373 Travis : Ric...are you alone or is the bf home?
981374 Ric : bf is in London
981375 Ric : good riddance
981377 Travis : lol really?
981378 Travis : I think you need some Channing Tatum
981379 Jdawg78 : When the cats away, the mouse will play.
981380 Ric : Yes, he's on a long haul week, back on Monday
981381 Travis : So they say JD....lol
981382 Jdawg78 : He'll Channing all over is Tatum.
981383 Ric : JD, uou
981384 Jdawg78 : his Tatum-
981385 Travis : Maybe your Ackles guy
981386 Ric : JD, I'm sure you're not going to go mental. Just make sure you seek help with it.
981387 Jdawg78 : I'm straight and I might be an Ackles guy.
981388 Travis : Concentrate Ric, and let nature take over, you'll be zzzzzz in no time lol
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