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Here you can see all the history of previous conversations.
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663054 Lynx : hello Paula
663055 PauLa : hello Lynx
663056 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lol Paula you flatter my ability to provide for myself and somebody else, I feel empowered. I'd gladly say he has shelter and food here, but the cruel truth is that my other friend from Argentina I told you about is even afraid to go to Russia for a journey while I'm in a current state of financial and psychological life (because, he says, what happenes to him if "something" happens to me
663057 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i take that "something" is me throwing the "roof" off which is weird and unflattering to hear
663058 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : back to study lol
663059 PauLa : it depends on your power of convencimiento, dear
663061 BillMcneal : <back on a wheelchair>
663062 El Boi : donde esta norah?
663063 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : :P
663064 PauLa : maybe living watching the stars though frozen could be too nice
663065 El Boi : quiero hablar con ella sobre mis bolas
663066 BillMcneal : your friend is proof i can't provide anything either, he can't either provide for himself in a trip
663067 El Boi : necesito su aviso
663068 BillMcneal : haha pau
663069 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : haha hea means he doesnt know the language and thats it i guess. but come on, he is a grown man. but lol
663070 Lynx : what an interesting topic to talk about, Boi
663071 BillMcneal : i refuse to think people are homeless because they want to, truth be told i see venezuelans getting jobs everywhere, cheap labor naturally, but how do they live? i doubt the homeless would reject those jobs because "they don't pay enough"
663072 El Boi : tienes razon lynx
663074 PauLa : don´t we have a kid inside us, Olga?
663075 BillMcneal : i have two, and i can't afford them either
663076 BillMcneal : the offspring of my marriage with my late inner wife
663077 Lynx : two balls?
663078 PauLa : send me one of them
663079 BillMcneal : she died in an imaginary car accident
663081 BillMcneal : i'll send you both
663082 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yeah he's been telling me about lots of venezolanos coming and taking jobs. Yes, Paula, some poeople too much haha Others - in a bad way (trying to seem more srious and "grown")
663083 BillMcneal : sending: 1% completed
663084 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lmao Bill
663085 PauLa : trying????
663086 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yes i mean
663087 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : some people just always behave like grown people should
663088 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : how do they do that
663089 El Boi : si lynx ambas mis bolas
663090 PauLa : being an adult
663092 BillMcneal : it looks like they know, but they're just lucky
663093 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : sometimes I see how Some of them do that and it appears that they Try lol and that's infantile. Others are dead serious about it i suppose
663094 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : hmm Bill maybe
663095 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : but i mean i dont like what i see
663096 BillMcneal : what do you see
663097 PauLa : no le gusta como me ve
663098 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i do envy some of them - their traits of dignity and ...samostoyatelnost and so on, but others i just donr get
663099 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : Pau nooo im talking about people in russia i see
663100 PauLa : I know dear
663102 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : oops i shouldnt have said russia
663103 BillMcneal : do you envy people that react calmly to stressful situations?
663104 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : didnt mean to bring culture in
663105 PauLa : but trying to be in a good mood it helps a lot, I guess
663107 BillMcneal : yes to my question?
663108 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : Yes Pau i wish to come to Brasil or Italy to learn that
663109 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yes Bill
663110 BillMcneal : ok here's the truth -- i'm one of them and i only look that way because i'm actually paralyzed by the possible multiple outcomes, so i do the most common sense thing to do, and i stress the hell out later
663111 PauLa : why there? that is into you
663112 BillMcneal : and many, many people are like that
663113 BillMcneal : there's no way out of stress
663114 PauLa : right, but you are the boss, you must say it: obey me!!!!
663115 BillMcneal : also, not reacting is a sign of depression
663116 BillMcneal : hah what
663117 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i guess the reserved russian mentality is an environment i have to put off in order to find joy again, and also to get distracted from "reality" being in a whole new world. Lmaoooo Lucas
663118 BillMcneal : i'd hate being the boss... so much stress
663119 BillMcneal : would you be fine being homeless in a warm and outgoing place like brazil?
663120 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : and what kind of situations did yo mean btw
663121 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : Bill, no, id be unhappy
663122 BillMcneal : anything, even being told "you need to do this paperwork, go here and there and do this and that", that sudden knowledge that i must do something and can fail is terrible
663123 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : I'd be fine working at university or a laboratory
663124 BillMcneal : but i go and do it, and then later i want to stay away from the world for a year
663125 PauLa : sorry
663126 BillMcneal : why a lab? what are you studying (?)
663127 BillMcneal : haha pau, it's ok, i laugh at it too
663128 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : so the failure is the main stressor
663129 BillMcneal : the outcomes are
663130 BillMcneal : but the point is, i supress the stress for a moment
663131 BillMcneal : act with common sense, "they said go and do it"
663132 BillMcneal : and deal with the consequences later
663133 PauLa : and????
663134 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : nah that's just an example of fake environment with happy interesting schizoid work
663135 BillMcneal : calm looking people are either too experienced (which is unlikely for people in our age range) or faking it/supressing it for a while
663136 PauLa : that's life
663139 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : hmm that dealing the consequences later is a good example of none-anxiety man
663141 BillMcneal : a weird superhero
663142 BillMcneal : how can you be unhappy in a place where this is happy song? www.youtube.com/watch
663144 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : suppressing and crowding out and all sorts of defensive mechanisms and illusions are great, reality is too much for a human
663146 BillMcneal : our societies have become too intense for our primate brains
663147 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i think i cant use man of mechanisms i used to use before (like with being mortal that we have talked about), and did it bring joy? it's a nightmare
663148 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : especially having a tendency to 'stick" and play them again and again involuntary
663149 BillMcneal : don't know what else to recommend besides weed and ice cream haha
663150 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : trying to open your song
663151 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lol good enough
663152 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : loool the name is promising
663153 PauLa : es el orden de las civilizaciones Bill, desde el cerebro reptiliano, debemos adaptarnos a lo nuevo o fenecer
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