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662954 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : thats the thing with such addiction: each time you need more to "survive
662955 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : ah i see
662956 BillMcneal : you can do it responsibly
662957 BillMcneal : obviously your life can't revolve around getting more weed
662958 BillMcneal : there have to be times when you are relaxed enough (although not fully) that allow you to fiind strength in doing the things you do
662959 BillMcneal : weed will only increase that
662960 BillMcneal : you still have to decide to do stuff, it'll just be easier... i guess
662961 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : what youre decribing is beautiful. have you reserached on weed? what i know about cranks is that their lives revolve around narcotic exactly bc they cant control the needs of their bodies responsibly
662962 BillMcneal : no, i haven't, but i do know your brain will be fine if you're an adult, it's still pretty bad for teenagers
662963 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : that's ironic ho i refuse the pills for anxiety bc they have unwanted effects, but thinking about weed
662964 BillMcneal : yes, but not all drugs are the same, that's why marihuana is being legalized pretty much everywhere
662965 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i see
662966 BillMcneal : yes, i don't know anyone who takes meds for anxiety and loves it
662967 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : oh hey. i guess tho if you're inclined to psychiatric conditions or sth youll dump your roof even after trying weed
662968 BillMcneal : who knows
662969 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : do they think it helps though?
662970 BillMcneal : they do, but they don't like the side effects, so they try to lower the doses
662972 BillMcneal : it's always a problem of responsibility and trying to improve your mental health somehow, therapy being one way, but you know how expensive that is
662973 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : hm. so there are a few risks: madness, allergy and probably heart conditions or other (Fro weed)
662974 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yeah haha
662975 BillMcneal : oh come on, even ibuprofen can kill you
662976 BillMcneal : have you watched those silly videos where people throw slices of chees onto other peoples faces?
662977 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : see, that's why i also avoid atarax too, for possible allergies.
662978 BillMcneal : cheese*
662979 BillMcneal : are you allergic?
662980 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : well! speaking of which. I do have medical allergies, so i avoid getting sick
662981 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : i havent but continue
662982 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yup, for antibiotics, cosmetics and load of other crap i dont even know and nobody knew
662983 BillMcneal : well it's just a stupid trend, but a kid died the other day because he was allergic to something the slice contained; how do you possibly predict that outcome? can't live a life that way
662986 BillMcneal : maybe there's a way to find out, like an allergy test... lick some weed and see if it burns
662987 BillMcneal : are you allergic to penicillin?
662988 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lool see the reason why i avoid allergies: those are skin tests mostly. So I pass the test and go home. The thing with them is that they can start when I get home. So I postpone tests, plus there should be done tons and expensive as crap,
662989 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : to ciprofloxacin at least
662990 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : well in teenage years there was a good possibility to do various tests in some clinic, i was stupid to not go
662992 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lol your idea is very nice. once i find it totally unbearable and will be impulsive enough to be able to kill self, will think about weed too
662993 BillMcneal : hi pau
662994 PauLa : hi Bill and Olga
662995 BillMcneal : yeah, i mean if you're about to do it, then why not do something else? could die either way
662996 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : ah another thing i suspect they dumb down even after weed, couldnt help but think it's kind of obvious how the thinking gets slower etc
662998 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : Hi Paula
662999 BillMcneal : yes, but that's temporal
663001 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : aha. i meant when theyre not under weed
663002 BillMcneal : and if it's not, then you probably don't realize it :P
663005 BillMcneal :
663006 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lol even thinking about weed is relaxing
663007 BillMcneal : distracting yourself from what bothers you is relaxing...
663009 BillMcneal : conversion to buddhism incoming
663010 BillMcneal : 1% completed
663011 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : the other day one of my students was talking about how he has a habit of meditating before sleep, and deeply recommended it as means of learning to control and choose your thoughts. I remembered Victor used to tell the same
663013 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : 2% now
663014 BillMcneal : too bad he couldn't choose to learn on his own
663015 BillMcneal : why haven't you yet tried meditation?
663016 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : lol Bill I aslways wonder why intermediate students need a teacher
663017 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : oh i will try it today before sleep. Have you/
663019 BillMcneal : my distractions are more mundane
663020 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : which are?
663021 BillMcneal : just stuff i can live with, for now
663022 PauLa : for now........
663023 BillMcneal : for now
663024 BillMcneal : we rarely ever strive to be in the best shape we can
663025 BillMcneal : but i don't find it unnatural, we're an efficient species
663026 BillMcneal : being better mentally would imply a big effort i'm not willing to make
663027 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : ok guys brief return to my studies, "away" mode, see you in half an hour, hope you won't leave lol
663028 BillMcneal : we'll be here, enjoy the reading
663029 PauLa : yes we can, if we are enough smart to leave whatever we want to
663031 PauLa : it is all about into our heads
663032 BillMcneal : are you sure? we have absolutely zero control over what happens around us, e.g. the economy, politics, that kind of stuff
663033 BillMcneal : and it's a determining factor in our mood
663034 PauLa : if not I will comit suicide this month
663035 BillMcneal : ahaha just when you had become able-bodied again?
663036 BillMcneal : you'll train like rocky balboa now
663037 PauLa : it is not about having control, it is just accepting it
663038 BillMcneal : yes but accepting you might end up homeless in a month isn't all that easy
663039 BillMcneal : maybe not even all that good
663040 PauLa : my humour is always good haha
663041 BillMcneal : that's why i said "for now", i can afford not accepting anything
663042 BillMcneal : i see :P
663043 El Boi : ahora hablamos
663044 PauLa : no problem Bill, you can come here or Russia, you'll have shelter and food
663045 PauLa : es un círculo vicioso, si piensas siempre en lo negativo te alimentas de ello y no dejas ver las pequeñas cosas que aún tenemos
663047 BillMcneal : that's true but seriously, homeless... a reality you can't stop thinking about
663048 PauLa : we have the chat, some friends and we can talk a lot
663049 BillMcneal : i also have upper back pain, hold on i'll stretch a little
663050 PauLa : of course, I can see thousands living in the streets
663051 PauLa : and you know something? they prefer to be like that having their freedom
663052 PauLa : and not*
663053 PauLa : each of us are the owners of our lives and decitions
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