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651356 Macuahuitl : Harvard University the most prestigious and richest university in the world.
651357 BillMcneal : it's like playing a videogame, only when you're about to lose you become daring and risk it all
651358 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : on contrary, it makes a life a bitter sad cesspool
651359 Macuahuitl : The oldest university in the USA.
651360 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : really? i guess that's what he says too
651361 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : but not for everyone so, all i should add, it seems
651362 BillMcneal : why does it make you sad?
651363 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : well now i know i shouldn't fool around and should bring in the important stuff. What if the important stuff for me now (thank you, same longass crisis) is deep relationship (can't believe it's me saying it), but I know it's also the only thing out of my control. and it leaves me helpless and watching time go away
651366 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : therapist Luke, you're on fire today. But I am just making a point
651367 BillMcneal : there's no mention of death there
651368 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : sometimes it's of no use to get rid of illusions
651369 BillMcneal : therapist luke haha
651370 El Boi : chuy???
651371 El Boi : ya no entran las latinas
651372 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : well, knowing that you'll die and that you don't know when makes you try things you really want in your life, as you yourself said
651373 BillMcneal : sure, which is good
651374 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : it's just the part of the iceberg, there are so many issues with the death
651375 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi› jajaja como quien?
651376 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : yes good if you can do something for it
651377 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : and if you don't control it - it's just plain bitter
651378 El Boi : Maria Sofia y Juana
651379 BillMcneal : ahh humans, we're too complicated
651380 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi› Who are they?
651381 BillMcneal : i'm not saying it should be easy anyway, i understand your point
651382 El Boi : las latinas chuy
651384 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : but i mean wouldn't it make you crazy if you realized youre mortal, but it didn't matter that you threw out the glasses too soon, bc you also can't redo your life to the better
651385 BillMcneal : pau pau, feeling better tonight?
651386 PauLa : not really, but thanks
651387 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : hola Paula
651388 PauLa : hola sonv?
651389 BillMcneal : i have a natural inclination to care very little about the past olga, maybe that makes a difference
651390 El Boi : no te conoces ellas?
651391 El Boi : hola Paula
651392 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi› no conozco ninguna Maria ni Juana
651393 Macuahuitl : Solo Sofia mi amiga
651394 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : what about the future?
651395 PauLa : hi boichu
651396 BillMcneal : a friend once told me that we should look at everything that happened to us in the past as just (and only) the way that got us here, and that as long as you are happy with yourself (with who you are and what you want, even if you don't have it) then it's fine
651397 Macuahuitl : wb paula
651398 El Boi : nvm chuy no vale verga
651399 Macuahuitl : there's your latina, boichu
651400 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi›
651401 Macuahuitl : that doesn't make sense
651402 BillMcneal : the future can only get better, and if it gets worse then the worst that can happen is that i die, the end, not so bad
651403 El Boi : paula is white chuy
651404 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : seems like your friend is a deep idealist, but his point is good
651405 BillMcneal : paula do you have the flu?
651407 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi›
651408 Macuahuitl : how do you know?
651410 Macuahuitl : is that true, paula?
651411 BillMcneal : oh my friend was just an ok guy, he just taught me to love myself
651412 Macuahuitl : ive never met an uruguayan irl
651413 PauLa : as we say in here " haz la tuya"
651414 Macuahuitl : que significa eso, paula?
651415 BillMcneal : oh yes
651416 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : was that so simple? you're a grown ass man
651417 Macuahuitl : ‹@sonvzvezdnuyunoc› JAJAJA
651418 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : people don't easily start loving themselves in that age
651419 BillMcneal : not really, but i am accepting of things the way they are, maybe that's what loving oneself means
651420 El Boi : son italianos, y alemanes chuy
651422 Macuahuitl : ‹@El Boi› paula ignores me
651423 BillMcneal : for instance, i was expecting a lot to come out of music for me, and it never did, it actually made me very angry and frustrated
651424 BillMcneal : but then i realized i was somewhere else now, and music only took me here, so now i don't care about that
651425 PauLa : I guess it is not loving ourselves. but knowing will give you anything
651426 BillMcneal : i don't feel frustrated, i actually think i won
651428 Macuahuitl : i didnt understand.
651429 BillMcneal : knowing will give you nobody?
651430 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : glad to hear that, Lucas. But you're not really a dead man nor old. You have the whole life to make sth out of your music.
651431 PauLa : que nadie hace por ti lo que tú no haces
651432 BillMcneal : i don't hav to make anything out of music, that's the point, i love myself, everything else is just a theme, like in our dreams
651435 BillMcneal : hi lynx, welcome to therapy night
651436 Macuahuitl : hola willy
651437 PauLa : hi Lynx
651438 Macuahuitl : ‹@PauLa› ahh okay
651439 Macuahuitl : but that's common sense
651440 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : how does that contradict to fullfilling your dream
651441 BillMcneal : it doesn't, but it makes it unnecessary, i can just live on happily
651443 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : doesn't mean you should get frustrated but also doesn't mean you can't try anything
651444 PauLa : the one it seems you haven't Chuy
651445 Lynx : how are you all=
651446 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : nice to hear that then
651447 El Boi : que musica te gusta luke?
651448 BillMcneal : reggaeton boi
651449 PauLa : <<<<<<with flu
651450 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : really?
651451 Macuahuitl : ‹@PauLa› de que hablas?
651454 sonvzvezdnuyunoc : also nice to know
651455 El Boi : igual que yo luke
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