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1840162 MagnifiCat : oh fuck
1840163 MagnifiCat : no please no
1840164 MagnifiCat : I don't want to give up
1840165 MagnifiCat : I want to fight it
1840166 charliedontsurf : I'm probably not the guy to ask
1840167 MagnifiCat : I want to be healthy
1840168 MagnifiCat : well, you are a shrink
1840169 MagnifiCat : or not?
1840170 charliedontsurf : You need to talk to someone that you can talk to face-to-face and can monitor you
1840171 charliedontsurf : A shrink is not God lol
1840173 MagnifiCat : how often should I see somebody?
1840174 charliedontsurf : Of course you want to be healthy, but for some, after a while they give up, and just concede
1840175 charliedontsurf : That depends on you, Cat
1840176 charliedontsurf : Do you challenge yourself?
1840177 MagnifiCat : I haven't seen my psychiatrist since February
1840178 charliedontsurf : Say, today I'm going to _________ baby steps and beat this crap?
1840179 MagnifiCat : Sometimes yes, but then I fall on my face most of the time
1840180 MagnifiCat : Eg.
1840181 MagnifiCat : on monday I went down to the beach
1840182 MagnifiCat : I was there for 2 hours
1840183 charliedontsurf : At this point, you've done this. What will a psychiatrist say to you now that you haven't already heard? There's not magic wand.
1840184 MagnifiCat : I can't do more, then I called a taxi.
1840185 MagnifiCat : One hour later, the taxi has not arrived
1840186 charliedontsurf : I know that Lorazapem was used a lot where I worked and it was great for most. And this was in a place where they were stuck where they were lol
1840187 MagnifiCat : I started to feel very anxious
1840188 MagnifiCat : so I took a Lorazepam
1840189 MagnifiCat : half actually
1840190 MagnifiCat : and it helped until a certain point
1840191 MagnifiCat : because it's only half a dose
1840192 MagnifiCat : but why do I get anxiety?
1840193 MagnifiCat : why can't I just cope with the situation like any normal person
1840194 charliedontsurf : The real problem is for people that suffer from both depression AND anxiety. Then it's almost too much and the irrational thoughts and long-term issues arise. So we'd try to take care of the anxiety first with medication because it works quickly. Usually anti-depressants take time to build up in the blood before they're effective
1840195 MagnifiCat : is it because I'm schizphrenic and my brain doesn't work properly?
1840197 MagnifiCat : I see
1840198 MagnifiCat : fucking shit
1840199 MagnifiCat : say the least
1840200 MagnifiCat : if I don't get well, I have to sell my house
1840201 charliedontsurf : LOL I'd never try to analyze you with something like that over a laptop without seeing you, and keep in mind, I was a psychologist, not a psychiatrist
1840202 MagnifiCat : and I don't want to do that
1840205 charliedontsurf : I could never prescribe drugs like a psychiatrist can
1840206 MagnifiCat : I was just interested of your thoughts which you had after so many years experience as a psychologist
1840207 MagnifiCat : I know
1840208 MagnifiCat : but, do you think
1840209 charliedontsurf : What advice have you been given by psychiatrists before?
1840210 MagnifiCat : when I get anxiety, deep breathing works?
1840211 MagnifiCat : psychiatrist, say take the meds
1840212 charliedontsurf : I doubt I can tell you something magic that they haven't told you and charged you for lol
1840213 MagnifiCat : psychologist say, don't take anti anxiety drugs
1840214 charliedontsurf : Of course they would, it's what they do
1840215 MagnifiCat : the psychologist say that, anxiety goes away on it's own
1840216 MagnifiCat : but in my case it doesn't
1840217 charliedontsurf : But besides that, I think it's probably a good idea to push yourself out of your boring, day-to-day stay-in-the-house routine
1840218 charliedontsurf : No pain, no gain lol
1840219 MagnifiCat : it just builts up
1840220 charliedontsurf : It has to be more than simply take a pill, you know?
1840222 MagnifiCat : I had a dog
1840223 charliedontsurf : Get out of your "safe zone"
1840224 MagnifiCat : becasue my psychiatrist said I should take a dog
1840225 charliedontsurf : Yeah, and that proved too much for you
1840226 MagnifiCat : but it wasn't a good idea
1840227 charliedontsurf : Maybe give yourself more credit????
1840228 MagnifiCat : she was jumping, biting, scratching peeing and pooping everywhere
1840229 MagnifiCat : it was just too much
1840230 MagnifiCat : wrecked my garden
1840231 charliedontsurf : Don't fall back on the "poor Cat can't do it" idea
1840232 MagnifiCat : and my sofa
1840233 charliedontsurf : Just talking out loud, don't be offended
1840234 MagnifiCat : ok, I'm not offended
1840235 MagnifiCat : we are talking
1840236 charliedontsurf : Yes, a pet is an added responsibility, for sure
1840237 charliedontsurf : Now tell me about the last two days, you mentioned something and we got distracted
1840239 charliedontsurf : Did you hear from Romeo again?
1840240 MagnifiCat : on friday I took myself out for a drink, non alcoholic,
1840241 MagnifiCat : and sent a message to Romeo that I'm having a drink
1840242 MagnifiCat : and later I'll have something to eat
1840243 MagnifiCat : but table for 1, so boring
1840244 MagnifiCat : so Romeo said he is going out as well
1840245 charliedontsurf : Hey, at least you got out
1840246 MagnifiCat : why don't I make my way to there and we can have dinner together
1840247 charliedontsurf : Sounds promising
1840248 MagnifiCat : so ok, Taxi there 20 Euros,
1840249 MagnifiCat : dinner 20 Euros
1840250 MagnifiCat : Taxi home 20 Euros
1840252 MagnifiCat : I didn't let him pay
1840253 charliedontsurf : Yeah, too bad you don't live closer
1840254 MagnifiCat : he is retired
1840257 charliedontsurf : Young to be retired. Good for him.
1840258 MagnifiCat : 1/4 greek, 1/4 turkish 1/4 egyptian 1/4 french
1840259 MagnifiCat : he was working for the french gov
1840260 charliedontsurf : Yes, a hodgepodge of bloodlines haha
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