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Here you can see all the history of previous conversations.
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1135119 BillMcneal : so what will you do all night long? read?
1135120 BillMcneal : are you finished with freud?
1135121 mrjynxter : im sure norah would tell us stuff we couldnt even imagine
1135122 mrjynxter : oh it's morning now :D
1135124 BillMcneal : can you see the sun already?
1135125 BillMcneal : dawn?
1135126 mrjynxter : nah, cant reading either, i cant stand any changes, (typically autisctic?)
1135127 mrjynxter : hmm the sky is light blue
1135128 BillMcneal : god... i remember those years, long lost in time, in which i used to stay up all night long and watched sunlight come back, it felt so good to think that the night was over
1135130 mrjynxter : and there are these amazing birds singing
1135131 BillMcneal : you're not autistic :P
1135132 BillMcneal : are you? (?)
1135133 mrjynxter : how old were you?
1135134 BillMcneal : early to mid 20s
1135135 BillMcneal : i stopped when i started walking, i had to be more dilligent
1135136 BillMcneal : diligent* never get it right
1135137 mrjynxter : oh if anything, im in a broadened phenotype, plus what used to be called schizoid PD (and not in the lust of "diseases" finally anymore)
1135138 mrjynxter : jesusi wish i knew you when you were that young, but i was only a stupid adolescent :P
1135139 mrjynxter : yes when you exercise you should regain your energy
1135140 BillMcneal : ok, so... let's keep things clear, you've never been diagnosed by a professional, have you? i always thought i was mildly schizoidal until i realized i wasn't at all :P
1135141 BillMcneal : you were 18 when i was 25 :P
1135142 BillMcneal : actually we met in those years haha
1135143 mrjynxter : i "kind of" was, when i simulated, but doctors literallly said they wouldnt spoil my life and put an anxiety disorder officially
1135144 mrjynxter : ahh yes,, i was 20 when we met
1135145 BillMcneal : wow, that's what i call merciful
1135146 BillMcneal : wait, really?
1135147 BillMcneal : so i was 27
1135148 BillMcneal : that can't be
1135149 mrjynxter : yes, and the woman who was my doc was especially nice
1135150 BillMcneal : is she the one who gave you the watch?
1135151 mrjynxter : yes, so i locked myself up exactly when i had my 20th birthday, days earlier..
1135152 mrjynxter : and i dont remember which month we met, but shortly after i guess
1135153 mrjynxter : oh yes
1135155 BillMcneal : locked, as in didn't leave the house at all?
1135157 BillMcneal : we lived a similar life then, did the same at that age
1135158 mrjynxter : kind of like you did earlier (?)
1135160 BillMcneal : :D
1135161 mrjynxter : you told me it was 4 years?
1135162 BillMcneal : yes, i think so
1135163 BillMcneal : maybe i was almost 20
1135164 mrjynxter : around 2+ for me
1135165 BillMcneal : big dif
1135167 BillMcneal : you were in belarus right?
1135168 mrjynxter : yeah i went to grab some stuff, literally was going to be there 3 days xd
1135169 mrjynxter : but then... never went out xd
1135170 mrjynxter : well i went to chill after a crappy period
1135171 mrjynxter : and to take some things
1135172 BillMcneal : that's amazing, life takes weird turns
1135173 mrjynxter : :D yes
1135174 BillMcneal : so this was 2014
1135175 BillMcneal : or 2013
1135176 BillMcneal : yes, 2013
1135177 mrjynxter : i guess the end of 2013
1135179 BillMcneal : happy 7th anniversary :*
1135180 mrjynxter : :*:*
1135181 mrjynxter : we will celebrate that when i come
1135183 BillMcneal : we'll eat cake so big dawg will get a diabetic coma at a distance
1135185 mrjynxter : can you bake?
1135186 BillMcneal : of course not hahaha
1135187 BillMcneal : making a cake isn't thaaaaaaat hard, what's hard is making it look good, i know you need flour, an egg, lots of sugar, and some butter
1135188 mrjynxter : we'll make dawg since he's such a specialist
1135189 BillMcneal : or he claims to be, maybe he'll just eat the ingredients and run away
1135190 mrjynxter : just watch so he doesnt put any soy sauce or other chinese sounding stuff
1135191 BillMcneal : something i'd do...
1135194 BillMcneal : brb teeth :*
1135195 mrjynxter : i tried baking with my cousin from belarus when we were teens, it's not hard indeed
1135196 mrjynxter : :*
1135197 BillMcneal : so you tried and succeeded :D
1135198 BillMcneal : «teen olga doing normal teen stuff»
1135199 BillMcneal : do you talk often with the cousins you like?
1135200 BillMcneal : did you even send your aunt that letter? haha
1135201 mrjynxter : hahah we havent talked for ages, i mean being adults or even late teens is a whole different thing, you cant help it if youre simply different people.
1135202 mrjynxter : hahah no, she sent me another
1135205 BillMcneal : "i'm alright, i'll reply to you later" :P
1135206 mrjynxter : theres this older cousin who is kinda like me, but then precisely thats why we couldnt be any closer bc he's an extreme introvert
1135207 BillMcneal : your aunt is nice, right?
1135208 mrjynxter : hahahah yes i should just write that
1135209 mrjynxter : well yes
1135210 BillMcneal : hahaha like charges repel (?)
1135211 mrjynxter : yes :D
1135212 mrjynxter : do you have cousins? i know you do
1135213 BillMcneal : yes but we don't talk, i've given up too :P
1135214 BillMcneal : same problem i guess
1135216 mrjynxter : dont you want to visit SF again?
1135217 BillMcneal : at some point in life you realize relatives are strangers you just trusted in way too much for no reason (?)
1135218 BillMcneal : maybe, but right now i couldn't care less obviously
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